i've got better things to do.

it's funny how you do certain things on the quiet cuz you don't want people to know,
and when you're sick and tired of hiding everything,
you find out that everyone has been doin it as well.






i'm finally stayin home after so long.
and been usin da time to think.
and i've realized i've been pushin away far too many people.
maybe it's time to stop.

and if you think i'm gonna wait ard for you,
you thought wrong darlin.

pictures

it's been practically a million years since i last posted pictures here.
so here u are =)

random pictures:




thai laksa, supposedly brings you good luck =)


intoxication:


my lovely, wonderful, delightful, perfect, superb, splendid brownies.













doesn't it look fantastic?
WAHAHAHAHAHA.

okie, dat's all.
ta.

i miss him

i've broken off with him.
and i din think i would ever feel this way,
but i miss him.
and i feel fkin awful for playin him out like dat.
meow told me to think it over.
and at dat time i was dead certain this was what i wanted.
but now i'm not so sure.

i feel so empty all of a sudden.
why am i so fickle?
why do i have second thoughts now?
all of a sudden, i wish i could take my words back.



i'm probably gonna cry any moment now.
maybe everything was a big mistake.

skipped skool

skipped skool again.
well, u can't really blame us.
skool is freakin b-o-r-i-n-g.
okie so i just have one more day left before i have to start takin mc.
god, i can't fake sick for nuts.

after eatin and shoppin, we went back to da skool lib.
meow was sooo nice as to do half his homework for me.
so she made me watch this anime.
god, i've always hated it, and will always hate it.
it's cartoons, for god's sake.
CARTOONS.
guess what da title was.
'the cat returns.'
ugh.
only meow can pick such shows, i swear.
okie so i was there watchin cats talk and walk on two legs and bring humans into da cat palace
when all of a sudden...
there was a flash.
and another one
and another one.
some moronic ppl were snappin fotos of us.
god, where am i goin to put my face?
my reputation is RUINED, i swear.
meow, u sooooo owe me.

we saw this cute guy at da bus stop today.
fahm insisted he's italian and is damn fkin hot.
and dat he turned her on.
gosh.
and i think he noticed dat we three were starin at him.
he started lookin at us as well.
even when we boarded da bus,.
fahm was sooooo excited.
she thinks dat he din board his bus cuz he wanted to look at us.
she's lost it.
lol.
well she's gonna get his number tmr.
wahahahaha.
this is gonna get interestin.
right, fahm?

looks like i'm gonna build my life from scratch again.




and she's probably as tall as our skool dustbin.
lol.

...

fuji baby has become fuji monster.
- Fahm

i'm a bitch

i'm so confused.
if onlookers know best,
den why do i feel dey can't help at all?


i'm a bitch.
tell me i'm a bitch.

sth is wrong

i haven't updated for da longest time.
guess i'll do it now while waiting for princess fahm to get her royal ass outta klass.

i realize i had too high expectations in da past.
my feelings fade so quickly, it's ridiculous.

i guess only time will tell.
=)

skool isn't bad.
more of math den vb, although i heard it would vb all da way this term.
anyways, i'm not gonna complain.
i'm happy, in fact.
the feelin of satisfaction is back, babies.
whoot.

i'm gonna get my fone, i'm gonna get my fone, i'm gonna get my fone.
fahm fahm fahm ur soooooo jealous.
WAHAHAHAHAHA.
dun worry, i'll let u touch it... if my mood is good.

i'm in loveeeeeee babies.
i'm in love love love.

ad

haha i need an update. so here goes :-

- if you were to advertise yourself in a single and seeking newspaper column, what would you put??? -

Horny.
Loves da human touch.
Enjoys role-playin in bed.
Fetish for stinkin rich old men.
Looking for someone who is willin to blow cash on me.
And is hot.
Must have an attitude.
Seeking only above fifty.
Only guys need to apply.

contact me at GORGEOUS (46743687)







WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

love u

i'm confused - and happy at the same time.
=)





my brother thought my hp pouch was a ketupat.
-_-"

i did itttt

i did it!
lalala.


fahm's expression was soooo cute.
we saw him unexpectedly.
she told me she thought he was some thai worker at first.
lol.
he's damn fkin cute la.
with so much attitude.
right, fahm?

yay yay yay.




people love to comment.
i dun care.
wahahahahahaha.


i'm on top of da world.

kill me

i'm overwhelmed.
scared.
nervous.
someone pls kill me.

prakash again

he continued doin his cutlery and said "no".
da way he said it was so sexay.
and den he looked up and gave me a small smile.
damn cute.
=)

pictures

my workplace...


cheese fries


green mint / double chocolate ice-cream... yum.


sushi!!!



otahhhhhhhh.




nutella. fahm would be proud of me.


me and my baby.

prakash prakash prakash

okie something to update.
i was doin my rj question.
yes tangent set it.
it was not as interestin as usual, but at least it got me thinkin.
my new year's resolutions for 2006.
2005 wasn't really a pretty year.
2006 will be better.
=)



boo.

prakash

i have so many things to update.
so many MILLION things.
but i'm just so damn lazy.
lol.

today was da first day of skool.
wasn't exactly da best day of my life.
okie who am i kiddin?
i HATE skool.
i never wanna go back there.
argh.

been workin.
i loveee it dere.
seriously.
for once, i actually feel kinda happy.
i feel like i'm in a totally different world.
it's just so great you know?
i love everyone dere.
EVERYONE.
and of cuz,
there's this guy at work.
i thought he was attached to suzanna.
but it turns out he's not.
she's just his sex buddy.
dat's all.
is dat supposed to be good?
i'm not too sure.
lol.
he's just so damn attractive.
i like him.
yup, i do.
=)

the startin of skool is a test for everyone.
i know it is one for me.
i wasn't sure how i would feel about everything.
maybe things would go back to da way it used to be?
i din want dat to happen.
not in a MILLION years.
i am so over everything.
and yay,
after today, i can officially declare everything OVER.
done with.

do you notice,
we DO get everything we want.
it's just dat we get it only when it's not really at da top of our lists,
and we dun really appreciate it as much anymore.
i'm pretty contented with everything right now.
i can only hope everything comes along even better.
(:





it's all about you, now.
ta.